~ Kris

It is really nice to have this experience of Lucid dreaming, l suffer a lot from bad dreams, my wish is to have Lucid dreaming, a woman cut my hair in the dream now my hairs are gone, eating in the dream, l have used this Calea Zachachi it did not work for me. Please do you know what next to do to have Lucid dreams? l do remember my dreams but to know that l am dreaming is the problem. Thanks Bertha

Hey Blake!

Thanx so much for your thoughts. I did the "opiate shuffle", and by that I mean scoring street drugs that weren't prescribed to me. Just that in itself was an 18-year long nightmare–what to speak of the dreams I had; all were sad & depressing if I had any at all. Well, praise God, the opiate thing has been history for 21+ years now, and lucid dreaming has proven to be a real fun hobby with some personal growth thrown in. I think it was Arnie Palmer who practiced a golf swing in a lucid dream–resulting in an excellent score in an upcoming game!

Right now I'm addressing a bipolar issue (formerly and quite uncharitably known as manic-depression), and I take a mood-stabilizer; anti-depressants are a no-no for me; even the Remeron I took a year or so ago (see earlier post) proved to be a bummer, and my current med is following suit; I'll speak to my doctor next week about coming off AND not starting anything else. For 14 years I've wandered in a prescription-med Disneyland
only to find that there simply is no pill that's gonna make everything alright all the time. Sure, I've got bipolar issues, however it's been my experience that activity, positive thinking, prayer, and behavior modification done by me is a 4-Point Plan that works just fine. In short…I'm just sick & tired of f****n pills!
The phrase "medical junkie" comes to mind, and my history of being a REAL junkie is painful enough without handing myself the b.s. that "…because the doc prescribes it, it's ok." That is a bunch of nonsense; doctors are only too quick to prescribe a pill–all's you gotta do is "present" with "symptoms" that will get you the med you desire–and I realize now that in the past 14 years that's exactly what I've been doing–even if I did not consciously realize the fact!

So it's adios mood-altering chems. My trust is now placed in the Hands of Almighty God, and the ol' R (me) as well. I think, my brother, that there's more good stuff to us than we admit TO ourselves–and the pharmaceutical firms take that info and run for a field-goal with it. Please understand that I'm not against the taking of meds…hey, if you need to take something–then you need to take something, so please note that the word "Mister" –not "Doctor" preceeds my name. It would be the ultimate in arrogance for me to advise anyone to stop taking meds on my say-so, as well as would be a grave disservice. I know of a case where some JERK pressured a guy who had schizophrenia to stop taking his medication. Result? The committed suicide. Shame on that A-hole who gave him his "counsel" on the matter.

As for lucid-dreaming: this med I'm currently taking (and which, starting next week, I'll start weaning myself off under medical supervision of course) has not only stopped any lucid dreams…it's stopped ALL my dreams!

I wake up in the morning sans any dreams, and I feel emotionally constipated throughout the day. Yo! We NEED dreams, and any competent doctor/therapist would and should agree.

Be well & God bless.

"Raj"

That being said, the drug Fentanyl ( a synthetic opiate 40x the strength of heroin and responsible for the "china white" epidemic when people used it as a cutting agent) was prescribed to me in patch form. It is worn for 3 days and then replaced.

Without exception, I had horrible, extremely vivid nightmares EVERY night. Also, and this happens sometimes without drugs, but not as often, I would frequently wake up to my father calling me. I'd go into his room, only to have him wake up confused to tell me he never called me. This happened many times. Obviously, I don't take it anymore.

A strange note is that I have taken this drug in lollipop (yes, a lollipop and it tastes GREAT) form without these effects. Exact same, composition, same drug exactly.